writing
was used to be my therapeutic activity.
i could be loud
i could get everything out of my overcrowded mind
so my chest would became much lighter. i would be relieved. satisfied.
but it doesnt work anymore.
my mind develops tolerance on it. it seems like my soul needs another level of drugs. it needs to find a stronger one.
to release its burden, i need something intense, something more powerful than just write it all down.
my goal is to have enough money to start a new life.
or maybe a new identity. with a fresh new memory. just like having a new phone. empty. no recent memory. just a brand new phone coming from the factory.
loving someone?
oh i dont know
I have already forgotten how to feel one
But lemme tell you what i know from Mbak Nana which she got it from her father’s book.
3 tingkatan cinta:
1. Cinta Instingtif, lahir dari kombinasi insting makhluk hidup
2. Cinta Emosional, yang membuat seseorang menjadi “melekat” pada yang dicintainya
3. Cinta Murni, didorong oleh kesadaran bahwa objek cinta sangat wajar dan perlu dicintai sehingga pecinta merasa butuh mencintainya tanpa imbalan.
Someone who inspires me?
Michelle obama
Raline Shah
Gina Brillon
Sorry no explaination today,
Laras cant come to the phone right now.
Ok,
next.
Dari TK
sampai SMA
aku bersekolah di yayasan pendidikan yang sama.
Tumbuh besar pun dengan orang-orang yang kurang lebih sama.
Gurunya, yang muter-muter dipindahtugaskan dari SD lalu ke SMA lalu ke SMP, bahkan guru yang mengajarku ketika SD kembali bisa kutemui di SMA. Si Bapak seperti menyaksikan kecilnya kami dan remajanya kami seperti apa.
Teman sekolahnya, 70-80% aku sudah mengenal mereka dari jaman TK dan SD. Aku bahkan mengenal tabiat mereka seperti apa. Tumbuh bersama hingga SMA, some are change some are stay the same. Fun fact, aku mungkin hafal tanggal ulang tahun setengah dari teman sekolahku.
Berada di tengah-tengah kawasan hutan yang masih dilindungi, aku udah gak heran lagi dengan pemandangan monyet lutung kera apalagi dah hewan-hewannya berlalu lalang di jalanan.
ng apalagi ya.
soon if I remember of something good, I’ll update it.
which one is fake 